Originally, this was three separate poems written over the years 1976-1980. Never posted before, found in my ancient archives from that period.
I was a kid then, a teenager, and my reach was often far greater than my grasp. I had an essay and a whole theory about what I was trying to do with poetry that when I read it now (of COURSE I kept it!) makes me giggle and blush. But I was aiming at something, something larger than the individual Poem, even back then. Didn’t have the life experience or the skill back then to make it work.
Not sure I do now either, of course, but I am far more clear on my small abilities and my large ambitions than I once was, so…let’s say I think it’s worth a try.
Overheard from a dusk-dimmed driveway:
“Basketball’s simple —
you take the ball,
you dribble it, you move,
then you
shoot…”
Father, uncle or big brother speaking,
but who’s listening? There is no second voice —
until after that, the good flat notes,
the rhythm of rubber on asphalt.
Two worn men on the sidewalk ahead of me.
One says,
“Every time I get my check
I try to hold on to the money.
They rob me at the bank
so I keep it all at home
but they rob me at home
but now I got them all fooled —
I give all my money
to the man behind the counter
at the liquor store,”
and his companion howls
and slaps him
on his age-sloped back.
On the bus
another old man, taller than I
by a head and a half,
muttering
again and again,
“…had a big
fat fat
fat fat
fat fat
wife, seven kids, forty years,
I know her face I think
but not her name…”
and now, by myself, in bed alone,
I say
may I never forget
that there are innumerable ways
to get from one end of the court
to the other
and may I never
scorn a journey
simply for where it ends.

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