Daily Archives: June 16, 2014

The Accusation That Wakes You Before Dawn

Originally posted 4/18/2010.

Animals struck and killed by cars
can sometimes come back to life.
When it happens,
one in seven million of them

is given the power of speech.

The accusation that wakes you before dawn
comes from one of them. 
It ticks off every time
you heard a thump below your wheels
and drove on with a shrug.

You see you are naked,
fur emerging
from your chest and back.
You find yourself on a familiar road.

Headlights ahead — 
a car that’s rushing toward you
holds your father, your mother,
every easily forgotten lover,
every friend you don’t call anymore,
every colleague you’ve blindsided,
every server you’ve stiffed,
every aimless stab in every back
and every turn of the wheel
that took you over a body in the road.

Then it happens — 
you,
in the blanket of silence;
you,
waiting for
your one in seven million chance
to come back and give back.


Song On The Radio

Originally posted 10/29/2011.  Original title, “One Stupid Song.”

4 AM.  
2 PM.
9:35 AM.
10:30 PM.

Monday. Tuesday. Saturday night.

Driving 95 north through New Jersey.  

The 405 or the PCH in the Southland.  

New England backroad, border of MA and RI,
not sure which state you’re in minute to minute.

Under full moon, Card Sound Road, FL,
flat out,
due west back through mangroves
toward US 1
and then out across the Gulf to the Keys.

Radio on,
volume down.

“What’s that?
When did this come out?
Is this the new album,
the new single, 
where the hell did this come from,
when did this drop?
Who the hell IS this?

“Turn it up, turn it up, turn it up some more —
if that is as loud as it goes,
I will be selling this car as soon as we stop — “

You smile big,
as big as the music…

We are all forgetting
(and some of us never knew)
that once upon a time
this is how it was.

I wish for you just once 
the joy of being surprised and changed
by a song on the radio.

I wish you all just once the joy
of having the usually stupid radio deliver you
from the evil of the always stupid world.
Once there were no earbuds
to make finding joy
a private revelation;
I wish you the joy of looking stupid in public
as you fall forever into the arms
of a perfect song.


How About That Tsunami

Originally posted 12/28/2004.   I used to write poems “ripped from the headlines” on occasion.  Most served their purpose — awareness, outrage, release of pressure, etc. — in their moment, while not having much staying power.  I thought this one deserved a second shot.

All day a stream of co-workers have come
to the world map on my cubicle wall,
coming to look for the place where it all happened.

Should I be surprised that on at least five occasions
I’ve had to point at the Indian Ocean
and then do a quick finger tour around the rim?

Or should I be heartened that at least
they came by to look? Or that they even knew
the map was here? It’s evidence, after all, that

the wave in fact reached beyond Aceh, that the wave
hit everything,  though not everything
got wet enough for everyone to feel it.

Here, we use money like paper towels
to keep the damp out, and already we’re bundling up
wads of it to ship overseas and make it all go away.

It’s possible that some come by
because they at least want to see
where their money is going.

“How about that tsunami?” “That one in Indonesia?” 
“Yeah, that one.” “I know!  That sucks.”
“Hey, can we look at your map? I wanna see where it happened.”

I wish I knew if I should cry
or just keep going back to the wall
to point it out again:

here is Phuket, here Aceh,
here Sri Lanka, here Tamil Nadu,
here Pondicherry, here Chennai.

Here is Myanmar, which so far
has been silent. Here we are
in the United States,

and here is everyone else.