The original version of this was never posted here, or anywhere…since it was written in 1974, when I was 14. I found it in my first spiral bound collection of poems that I’ve saved since those teen years. Most of the poems are typical adolescent dreck with a heaping side of drug references, but I thought the concept behind this one was interesting. The first three couplets are direct quotes from the original poem; after that, the original is pretty flowery and hard to follow, but the images are the same.
I believe in
cheating on my childhood church.
I believe in
closing my eyes during the scary parts.
I believe in
the efficacy of crossed fingers.
I believe in
a spirit inside my rabbit’s foot.
I believe in
a bag of smooth rubbed stones.
I believe
whatever I whisper at an altar will be heard.
I believe
whatever I hear next will be the right response.
I believe
everything, everywhere can be an altar.

June 13th, 2014 at 11:21 am
You are most fortunate to still have old writings.
June 13th, 2014 at 12:30 pm
Either that, or I’m a pack rat about certain things…but yeah, it is kind of remarkable that I have some of these things.
June 13th, 2014 at 12:50 pm
I’m glad you do and those of us who read them are richer for it. Merci beaucoup!
June 13th, 2014 at 2:31 pm
Thank you, again.