Monthly Archives: November 2013

America The Beautiful

We’ve become
so angular
in America
The Beautiful,

lurching along with no grace,
our bones somehow stark
in grim faces in spite of our
slack obesity.

In the street,
in factory or office,
in church or temple,
we have to stare at each other

a long time to see
anything transcendent
there, and then
we turn suspicious;

we wonder what source of joy
they’re hiding that should be ours
as our faces get leaner,
and meaner, and more and more cruel.

How far we’ve come
from the Good Old Days.
We don’t remember them,
but there are those who do

or say they do and they
are the itch on the side
that won’t stop pinching,
the ones who goad us to claim

Good Old Days
that never were,
Good Old Days
that for others

were the Dark Times.
Maybe that’s why we’re
all so glum, so mad,
so tuned to the key of war.

We all have heard by now
that the myth’s a myth
and America the Beautiful
is bait on a trip wire.

The Good Old Days
some of us had were built
on broken backs, stolen earth,
raped minds, and bounty scalps.

Some of us
are angry
because we trust karma
and know what’s coming.

Others clench
their fists
because they miss ignorance
and the peace that comes with it.

No matter what the cause,
we’re a nation of angular, sharp-faced
soldiers these days, all of us,
no matter how soft we seem.

One of these days
we’re going to cut loose
and start to cut our losses
in a wild stab

at finding our visionary
birthrights, our Good Old Days
in our Beautiful Americas.
It will not be pretty.


Listening to Jimi’s New Shit And Losing It

A dead man is singing and playing.
It happens all the time.
It has now for some years.
Since the phonograph.
Not long at all.
Used to be it never happened.
It’s kind of a new thing.
No wonder we fear zombies.
We have them here on record.
Have them on film.
They move, they sing, they never leave.
How are we supposed to miss them?
We want a proper moment with their absence.
Want to call this feeling grief.
Want to call it mourning.
If you’re dead you’re dead Jimi Hendrix.
Stay dead.
Stay a legend.
Don’t keep up the Zombie Franchise!
However much adored this is.
However much goddamn good this is.
However much good this does to hear it.
We would have gotten by without it.
We would have gotten over the loss at some point.
Don’t like loving it.
Loving it anyway.
It appears they aren’t gone.
Like they never left.
Hear them out there.
Like a train whistle off a ways.
Hear my train a comin’.
Hear my train go by.
A dead man playing real live blues.
I hear my angel fly.


Diet

To fall in love, 

gulp uncertainty
as if it were
pineapple juice,
the freshest ever
pineapple juice.

Even if you
have never liked 
pineapple juice.  
Even if you are 
allergic — to fall in love
is to fear deliciously,
to fall into
a deep wonder 
about what will happen next; 

to fall in love
is to become drunk
on questions.

To fall in love,

burn the roast,
oversalt the potatoes,
boil the green beans
to mush.  

Break 
the good china, 
and as you sit there
in the ruins of 
a traditional family feast,
having watched all your relations
storm out to seek a meal
elsewhere,
pick up one green bean,
stuff it in your mouth,
and marvel at how
one green bean
escaped the carnage to be
perfect, and enough — 
sustenance enough on its own;

to fall in love
is to swell with disbelief
at how easily
all your questions can be answered.