Daily Archives: April 16, 2013

What I Do Not Give For Your Critique

Stop what you’re doing,
you say.  
Give us more
wordplay, more
rungs in
the poem ladder
to climb,
more attention
to rhythm and rhyme.

For the moment I’ll oblige,
but know this: I prefer
to concern myself mostly
with the music of
everyday, pull my beat
from speech
whose music
would otherwise be
left behind; 
no time
to pretty up
the daily yawp.
No passion
to smash it into
a mold.

If you call me
crazy or stubborn,
I’ll just stare you down.
Motherfucker,
what I am
is old.  

I’ve got good Goddamned underwear
more seasoned
than your notions of what
is good and valuable to speak
and write;
and if you offer me your whine,
your crap about not wanting poems
about poetry, I’ll spit indeed,
but it won’t be pretty
and it sure as fuck won’t rhyme.

Listen:  this is church to me,
my best self in spiritual action.
This is where I stack the deck 
in favor of drawing to ecstasy,
where I bring the mystery to inquiry,
where I find myself staring back 
at myself.  It’s the place I find
the most, the place I dig the most.
Sometimes, rarely,  I am seized 
by the need to honor that
and I write about that…

so.  Here’s the rat, 
and here’s the rat’s ass
that I do not give
for your objection.

You get to my age, maybe 
I’ll hand it over to you,
if you still think that way,
if you still want it.


Double Time

1.
marching double time
to judgment
the all-american way

left
right
left
right

blame the left
blame the right
left to blame
right to blame

the right to blame
we have the exclusive
right to blame

to choose
from whoever is
left to blame 

it’s a point of privilege
the right to blame
to be able to point fingers
a point of privilege
to be comfortable
assigning blame

2.
stop it too soon get a grip shut up and
think first of the victims
and not anything else

they tell me to feel instead of think but

I don’t have tanks full of what it takes
to do that anymore

they tell me to think
about the victims but

too much casual death, etc.

they want to tell me something but

I’m deaf
one too many blast waves

3.
they tell me to report
anything suspicious
which is what I’m doing here
there were bombs and suddenly
everything is suspicious so
heigh ho
heigh ho
off to hate we go
left 
right
left
right
a quick march to judgment

double time
to a killing place
with a wall
and six guns 

when I said that
you saw the scene

I can only hope
you saw yourself

staring into the open barrels
with your back to the wall