Daily Archives: March 14, 2013

Breaking The Block

Tell it
to vomit a little
See where that takes you

Tell it
you can hear music
it needs to describe

Write / discard
paint / discard
sculpt / discard
compose / discard
then smile
when it tells you
to knock that shit off 
and save a little something…then

discard some more

Get with a partner
and ding the paint a little
Got a cliff?  
Jump off
Tell the thing
to fly piss fuck
off

Rename yourself
then remain yourself
with a ream of paper and
blood crayons

Forget about it 
Knuckle drag a week around
Club your foot into submission
Blah Blah Blah a college course
Masticate masturbate 
Make up a word and 
Manchurate then
define it for us

Christ,
if you absolutely have to

Drop a little acid 
if after all that
you still can’t make it work —
I know a guy

Just
for the sake of crisis
stop writing 600 word epic posts
notes and updates
letters to old mentors
and essays
about how you can’t
write
anymore

Because the block
is a ghost
only as strong as 
your belief in it
The truth is
all you’ve got is a bad case
of hating your results

so do the art you are meant to do
toss what you hate

you will get there
and if not?

do the art anyway
for the love of process and 
self

 


Bedside

Listen:
that clock of yours is sick,
or maybe time itself is ill. 

Trust me on this: you’re going nowhere.
I won’t let you go, not until the daffodils
in the front yard are fully up and open.

There’s bad television to watch yet,
lots of it.  Enough that we could get tired
of watching and go for a walk — there, it’s settled:

you can’t go until we’re both tired of bad TV
and we decide that even a walk up and down
this terrible hill of a street is better than that.

Listen, listen to me:  that clock of yours 
is sicker than you, time itself is what’s ill,
they’ve both lost their minds, you’re going nowhere

until the daffodills have bloomed twice 
and we’re thin from walking away
from bad TV.  Not this spring but next

we’ll replant the beds out front and get
something other than daffodils in there,
I know you love that yellow but face it,

everyone’s got daffodils.  When we walk
the hill, you’ll see.  You will see all the daffodils
in all the neighbor yards.  You’ll see

how the robins are back.  You’ll see
all the sodden trash of after winter
and how much still needs doing.

Just listen to me please:  your clock
is sick and so is time itself.  Please
don’t agree with them in their fever.

Please don’t agree with time,
with how it’s burning you up.  
Say you’re going nowhere, please.  Say

the only place you are going
is to the couch to watch bad TV with me
until it’s time for our walk.  

Say the clock
is delirious, is making a huge mistake;
tell me it’s too sick to ever be right.