My arm, darker
than the tip of the candle,
cooling like the dead wick.
I was meant to give light —
but see the curl of last smoke
from the end?  Call that
the last will, or the last
bit of my will, at least
for the moment. It tells you
what I want done with me
now:  I want to rise away.

My arm, stark little twig black
against the garish night,
holding nothing, pointing.
See that distance it indicates?
I’ll never get close to the end
of the ourney. Call me the forever
step-aside on the path.  My arm
tells the story: over there’s where
I’m going, I need to go,
but I’ve been standing here 
for a very long time now.

Do this long enough…right,
it’s never long enough.  Never
the grip needed, never a long enough
fire.  Always the knowledge
of the destination ahead; never
the attainment of such a thing.
So perhaps I am meant to be
the One Who Does Not Arrive.
The one who tells his story
to the traveler who has made it 
this far.  The old one 
without so much
as a dead symbolic bird
to fall back on
as his arm drops,
at last, in surrender.

Today, yesterday,
for a long time now,

no depth seems deep enough
to get to the bottom of anything.

Tomorrow
and beyond tomorrow,

no horizon’s far enough away
to represent a future

instead of a brief extension
to this present we won’t abide much longer.

Join me then as I sit upon this ledge
in the side of Tiger Mountain.

Together we can distrust
anything not cold and damp and immediate,

anything not here and now.  
If there’s no understanding the past

and no getting to the future,
let’s instead seize hold of this granite, these maples,

the thought that somewhere during the climb
we may slip and fall and gain death’s certainty,

and the greater thought that in climbing
we might reach a place where certainty is unimportant.