Daily Archives: August 17, 2012

Art Versus Craft: Improving The Circle

I announce my next task:
improvement of The Circle.

I shall strive to make The Circle better
so that after my redefinition,
all circles drawn prior to it
will look weak.

Upon hearing of this
a man approaches me
with a pill, two pills,
more pills.  “Here,
these will render your task
trivial.”  

They flatten me a while but then
with the realization that they also
are circles, I am illuminated
from within.

So the man approaches me
with a straitjacket.  “Here, put this on,
these arms will encircle you, be
calm and cease the Work.”  

It holds me for a while but then
with the realization that I 
embody the Circle, I shake
free and stand naked.

The man returns with a gun.
“I give up, as should you.
Here are rounds, barrel,
chamber, all of which hold
the Circle you seek.  
Take this, and go
with whatever God you choose.”

I stare at the gun and the bullets
for a while, turn away,
come back to them
again and again.  
It is insanity,
the man has said,
to attempt such a thing
as redefining the Circle
which has been so right
for so long.

But such perfection, such complacency
leaves me wanting.
To have to leave something alone
just because it is perfect as is,
because others have made it so,
is not my calling.

No matter.  There are sun
and moon and gun and pill
and my arms to answer to,
and a huge work to be done.  

I am no crafter,
I am an artist,
I think.  They’ll all
be rounder someday 
when I succeed.


The Longing For Death Is A Form Of Hope

(original version posted June, 2009 — revised)

The best part of longing for death
is that nothing we know
contradicts any vision of the afterlife,
no matter how outlandish it may be.

What you will leave behind — your cold face
colder than it is now;  the mess left in the sheets and
the messier one left in the ground; the grief
stuck to your loved ones’ lips;  the pain through which
they’ll whistle every word for a long time;  those things
won’t concern you at all
and in fact will have nothing to do
with what happens to the truth of you.

A longing for death is a form of hope
that the disaster of our last moments
and the existence that follows them
will be so separate from each other
that the latter will make up
for our lifelong slide
into the former.

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