Daily Archives: March 29, 2012

You Are Not Going To Win The Lottery, Maria

Maria,
it’s not in the cards
or the Ouija Board.
It’s not in the fortune cookies
either.  There’s not going to be
a revelation in the shapes of smoke
rising from the bowl full of sage on fire.
Nothing is going to give you the numbers.

Maria asks me if I am psychic,
that I know this so certainly.
No, I say.  No.  I’m just one of those guys
around whom the energy drains.
One of those guys who cools a room.
One of those guys who knows better
than to carry a mirror, or to keep walking
when the black cat appears ahead on the sidewalk.

She brightens up, all at once:

Ah, she says, I am Maria
around whom men like you become
so confident that luck awakens
and so I am sure of what will happen!

There is this weird gladiator scent
in the bar all of a sudden

as she bounces out to buy a ticket
next door at the bodega.  I pat my coat
for cigarettes — might have to mosey over there
myself soon.  Pockets feel a little
light.


Dragon Advice

Having
a great Dragon to fight
is important.  

Yes,

you say,

I know,
but finding the right dragon
is heavy and hard work.

Is there a short cut, a bypass
that leads past it?
I think I can get by on charm.

Of course you can…
but your Dragon will miss you
and seek you 
and in your later years will find you;

your charm will get singed
and you will find the Dragon smell of belly-smoke
and longing intolerable at a time 
when you have no will or strength left
for fighting. 

The road you are asking about,
by the way,
begins…

here.