Daily Archives: May 22, 2011

Thursday Afternoon Relief

Books about witch burnings
and occult spells
are cast loosely across the table
in the old wing of the town library.  

Two of the four chairs
pushed back,
as if in a holy hurry
to get away from all that.

Two beatdown high school girls,
gothically styled, 
making out
in the nearby stacks.

When they see me seeing them
they stare back, giggle,
move deeper
into the dark tall shelves.

A creased and torn Jack Chick tract 
with keno numbers in the margins
on the dented radiator cover
under the closest dirty window.

Put my head down
on the table,
feeling such joy that sometimes,
things do work out.


Kid Days

your kid days
of magical thought
don’t go away
easily:

you
cross your fingers
against the bills
close your eyes
when there’s screaming
upstairs
finger your lucky quarter
as the boss sputters

and sometimes
you just lie on the couch all day
pretending you’re sick
hoping a cool damp cloth
will be pressed to your forehead

by some invisible 
but loving hand

that never materializes

turn on your tv, kid
or your stereo, son
maybe the hand you seek
is an old song

or a book you dig out of storage

it probably won’t change a thing
there’s so little magic out there
if you think any will be spared for you
you’re likely to be disappointed

but for the moments
you’re hearing or seeing
those old images of carefree
and happy
you

can pretend
that it all
might yet
work out

 


Starling Theology

Startling me awake,
the starling striking
the front room window.

I go out to see the body
but he’s alive, if dazed.
Bend over to pick him up

and he’s gone, flying away
straight, landing in the neighbor’s
lilacs.   Miracle, resurrection —

what must he have thought
of the figure
bending over him?  I would speculate

but then, I’d have to check myself —
who knows what theology starlings
have created already to explain us?

And what self-important god
would want to be the reason for
a crisis of faith?