What I say
when I sense
Anima underfoot:
“Come up
and love me.”
What I say to Cecil Taylor:
“I wish I could scale cliffs
as nimbly as that. How do you see
the micro-holds you move between
in such tiny increments of just-in-time?”
What I say
when the guitar
is horrible in my hands:
“Whether it is you or me,
I am sorry.”
What I say to my pen,
keyboard, paper, screen:
“God said so. It’s so,
I am sure, even as I shiver
here with you.”
What I say to the air
on my front porch:
“Won’t you come in? There’s
beer. There’s song. There’s
air I’d like you to meet.”
What I say to myself,
always, when presence
seizes me, when I am alone
and caught in alone, when I am
clasped close to a chest
imbued with a Krupa pulse
or to the ribs of Indonesia
come East to present themselves
at the court of honor and understanding —
the kecak men whooshing and clattering
a charm of rope looped around
what I fail to understand:
“Yes.”
