Daily Archives: January 3, 2011

Unimportance

I am not light.
I will not claim
an inner glow.
I will not lie about my flame —
what light I throw
is not my own,
and my name and form
when clarified
are best defined
as reflection alone.

This is no shame.

I am the mirror,
always. Even when covered
the possibility of blinding shine
is always present and ever ready.
I have slaved and silvered myself for
years and years
to be prepared for whenever
the Ray strikes. 

Do not implore me
to let my inner fire roar,
to crack my glass
so those before me
may see by my
illumination —
the same Light
strikes us all. It falls
upon each of us. 
All it takes
to throw it back
into the Dark that’s all around
is a little polish, a little
spit and shine: this Light is ours,
not mine,

and I will not lie
and claim it for my own.

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Dim Sum, or, What Would You Recommend?

The sad
and soft-centered
dumpling of my self-esteem
has been oversoftened
by the long low heat
of lazy living.

If you want to eat it,
you can.  A little sauce,
something pungent,
will be required
if you want it
to have any flavor at all,

because it’s been bleached
and drained beyond the point
where it could bear
its own taste. 

Turn the lights down,
please, if you take it;
I don’t want to see
how shapeless
it’s become. 
Dim sum indeed

that’s far less
than its parts — talent
and a stubborn faith in the talent
don’t make up for
the energy I never poured
into using it.

You see?  It tastes like
nothing’s there at all.
It barely filled you. 
I can already see you
poking at the cart looking
for something better.

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