Daily Archives: December 19, 2010

Superheroes

SCORPIONS IN CAPES
are what I crave, superheroes
full of poison, saving the city
while unable to save themselves,
stinging their supporters, slaying
their sidekicks and shrugging it off
as signs of their natural selves,
acting for all the world
as if ability is unalloyed
miracle, their tails proclaiming
otherwise, how the mighty
carry flaws forever in their strengths,

and which identity is the most secret?

SCORPIONS IN CAPES
riding cobras are what I need,
lion-voiced, their stinking acrid presence
in the bedroom, demanding that I seize
the baseball bat before creeping to the living room
to see what that noise is, arguing, pressing
for murder as response to provocation
when there’s a perfectly good backdoor
not ten feet away and I could escape
if I thought before acting on their urging,

and which identity is the most secret,
which the strongest?

SCORPIONS IN CAPES
are the balance I desire most,
the good as venomous as the evil
is sweet, yellow death on the rooftop
silhouetted against the sick sodium light
of the streets, in service to established
and ironclad rules that say vengeance
is righteous and destruction is excused
by rage against the destroyer, even if
the avenger and the predator
are one and the same,

and which identity do I most eagerly seize
when both are present,
when they look the same?

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Pathological Curves

I can’t follow
pathological curves

too natural
too actual
too much
infinity

such curves
terrify me
to the point of
angelic fervor
possession indistinguishable
from the demonic
to these eyes unaccustomed
to perpetual repetition

pray then as taught
through exponential smoothing

thy form
is immeasurable
through my poor arithmetic
it requires new dimensions
that thou will not allow
my cup runneth over
thy will be done
though it will take me
into the valley
of lost in the curves
forever

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My Mind

My mind: a collection
of useful disasters.

A bundle of arrows
clutched in a dead hand,
made of different woods and heads,
all fletched differently,
all facing
the same target.

A muddy stream
running swiftly
and tainted with blood.

An industrial park
full of small, unknown firms
making small parts
for war machines.

A parked bus
growing cold in the lot,
still holding one passenger
who fell asleep
long before the last stop.

A yearbook
missing one picture.

A worn lucky coin,
a worn worry stone,
a frayed string of prayer beads
lying in dirty snow
fifty paces behind the hole
in the pocket they came from.

I have owned so much
and have so little useful left,
regrettable remnants
of regretted choices.

I live in here
where loop upon loop
of the push broom’s path
cleans up nothing for good,
only makes dirt-curbed tracks
and piles that look the same
no matter where they are left,

no matter how often they’re rearranged.

Useful disasters
only in the sense that they keep me
thinking, always,
of how I might recover, reuse,
remake them to new purposes.

Fire the arrows at last,
hurdle the streams,
bankrupt the factories,
get off the bus,
show up for the photo shoot;

learn, at last, to pray.

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