Daily Archives: December 17, 2010

Safe As Milk

Safe as milk
on a Friday afternoon;
at last
poured out,
at last fluid again.

No use crying.
No accidents for you —
not a spill.

Your guitarist once said
that working with you was
like tossing a deck of cards in the air,
then taking a snapshot
that everyone learned to reproduce.

I hope
it’s true that the cards
were tossed and thus dealt
for you in no haphazard way.

And the cage
you’ve lived in —

it is finally bigger tonight.

Safe as milk
poured out into
a favorite glass,

and we can drink that.
That’s good.

 

— for Don Van Vliet (Captain Beefheart), 12/17/2010

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The Legend Of Stagger Lee

1.

The neighbor painter sang
“Stagger Lee” to us
when we were kids.

One night
he got drunk
and shot all his canvases,
not with a .44
but a 12-gauge;
shot up the garage
too. 

Cops came and took him away
still singing,

“My Daddy was Stagger Lee.
This is my Daddy’s hat.
Sheriff you son of a bitch,
lay off my Daddy’s hat.
I’m my father’s son.
He shot Billy the Lion.
All these paintings look like Billy.
Daddy talked about him all the time.
Daddy could see him in his sleep.
Sumbitch haunted him till he stopped breathing.
I grew up second string to that dead sumbitch,
I had to kill him.
Did it for my Daddy —
my Daddy was Stagger Lee.”

They shoved him hard
into the cruiser.
The moon was yellow,
the leaves
came tumbling down. 

2.

There is a voice in old songs
that will not shut up,

that seeps into new songs
like black water.

3.

Bulldogs today bark
the same way
they did back then.

A stiff Stetson brim
still holds its shape
through a lot of abuse.

Stagger’s got a lot of kids
and it’s no accident that “Stagger”
rhymes with “swagger.”

4.

My daddy’s Stagger Lee.
He taught me how to flow.
He taught me how to party
and taught me how to blow.

My daddy was a lion.
He taught me to die.
He taught me how to party
like it’s 1999.

We sing it like it’s gospel
that a gun will show the truth.
We’ve been losing the melody.
We’ve been losing our youth.

My daddy is a hero.
My daddy’s Stagger Lee.
If you thought he was a pistol
then get a load of me.

5.

My neighbor painted nothing
but dark landscapes
and rattletrap barrooms.
In every landscape there was a stream,
in every barroom was a hat,
and in every painting there was a figure
with its back turned,
facing into a corner
or staring at a hanging tree.

My neighbor was a good painter,
and he made a lot of good art
on that long ago night,
using the muzzle of a shotgun
to lift the veil over the long trail
back to 1889 and the St. Louis bar
where two men arguing over politics
put themselves on the hit parade
forever and their names
became odd little signifiers for
something: a black spring tapped
and rising, bubbling up,  a story of
no law but the law of opposites
clashing and melting into one another
to create a myth that’s still soaking
into the pocket
of every man who keeps an automatic
at the ready in case the song
needs to be sung again.

Stagger Lee didn’t swing
for killing Billy in either
real life or the song. He didn’t swing
in the paintings either;

the trees remained nothing but trees,

and the leaves are the only thing
that ever came tumbling down.

Is it any wonder
people still sing that song?

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Painted (Red Man)

Red man
sits on fire
in a yellow room.
He burns
from ground up.
Burns up.  Sits
in a fierce flower, a hothouse
flower.  Turns brown then blackens
after red, room browning
all over.  Yellow walls
and windows
pierced with sunlight
turn brown.
Red man cracks in half
and falls over.

Was I there when it happened?

He was watching the news,
I remember that.  Something
about evil plans
and lucky disruptions.

He sat there on fire.

Red man — is this
past or present?
Has this happened and we are
the ashes?

Am I red or is that some trick
of firelight off yellow walls?
Why do I feel
split in two?

But my room had blue walls,
so why do I feel they
were red, yellow, brown,
blackened, rimed
ash-gray?

I was Red Man
until the fire that painted me
swept through.  Was watching the news —

people were burning elsewhere
and he, she I, someone
felt it. Painted by it then;

still painted by fire.

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Hello Dead People

Hello,
dead people
who are now where
we all will go.

You don’t need
luck, I suspect, though
I’m sure it’s different there
from here;

you probably don’t need
anything
needed on this side
to get by there.

When we think of you there,
we have to cast that
in our terms
because we have no others
that fit;

so I’ll say it:
good luck.
Good luck,
though it took no luck to get there
and what it takes to be there
is, apparently,

not for us to know.

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Suck it Up

Suck it up —
you aren’t anointed.
You shit like anyone else.
More, probably,
you eat so much that’s bad for you —

fuck indiscriminately
(though you won’t admit it)
or base your choice in partners
on the same chemicals
the rest do —

not so hot on the evolution of thought —
you buy the same ideas
your friends bought —

and oh how pretty
your conceits and paradigms
look in the reflected light
from others’ eyes —

Suck it up, all of it,
all you bother with
is as much insult as exaltation —

and the roses
know more than you
and smell better too —

I think I see a prejudice
peeking out, a bias or two
set up to support the lifestyle —

you’re just a
whatever you are
and you measure up about the same
as the rest of them —

I can’t tell you apart
and I’m the same
so this ain’t sour grapes
as much as it is a loving
awareness that feels
like someone took a sledgehammer
to my shell —

all of us do the same damn dances
and there’s not a damn thing
a damn one of us could do
to change a damn step —

granted,

once in a while there’s a genius
who stumbles well
but you won’t know it
till the genius gets copied
and then we name the stumble
as new dance —

and watch us do that same damn dance —

Suck it up,
you obvious,
you clown crown of clones —

admit it:
nothing new here —

because it’s easier that way

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You Talking To Me?

Say a mail carrier
delivers a thick envelope to you
from an unknown sender
and you open it to find pages
of closely spaced handwriting
in another language.
Do you keep it or discard it?

You don’t know enough
and you ask the wrong questions.

Say a sheep you glimpse
from your car window
runs toward the fence,
bleating at you.
Do you stop or keep going?

You don’t see the signs
and you don’t get the messages.

Say a woman walks by you
and hisses you filthy beast
without turning her head
or slowing her progress.
Do you take it to heart or ignore it?

You don’t place it in context
and you don’t think you need to.

Say anything at all
happens to you.
An involuntary trip to Senegal,
the corner store
being robbed as you leave,
a curse hurled your way
from an unfamiliar car. 
Do you imagine yourself changed
or forget that change is inevitable?

You don’t like any of this
and make no bones about it.

Say there’s a name for you
and you won’t answer to it
no matter how often you’re called.
Do you recognize it as yours,
or do you simply not care to respond?

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