Daily Archives: August 24, 2010

Bridges Are Burning

Bridges are burning and
I’m a little glad to see it.

Crossing them
seemed sometimes
a blasphemy.

In broad daylight
or even at night
when I’ve been alone,

there have been moments
of silence and separation
when I’ve felt that those distances
from rail to wave
and across the stream
were just meant to be.

Still, despite
my fear of heights,
there will be times
when I will think
of those bridges
on fire
and long for the courage
to run out along
the cracking spans
and see how close I could come
to the other side

before I fell.

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House To House

Not one of the fifteen cops on this street
suggests I go inside
when they walk by me
with their shotguns and dogs.

I’m not the man they’re looking for
but they are in my backyard
with shotguns and dogs
looking for a man with a gun.

I’m incidental to the search.
They ask me if I’ve seen anyone
and how long I’ve been out here
in the rain under the hood of my car.

Have I seen anyone? They are in
my backyard with shotguns and dogs
and a news crew’s interviewing one of them
down at the corner while I watch.

They haven’t seen anyone either,
not catching any of us on tape
as they watch the cops look for
the man they’re looking for

under porches and in our backyards.
We’re incidental to the search
for a man who shot a woman through the neck
in her car one block from here.

We’re just cannon fodder.  We’re not the people
anyone is looking for or speaking to
except to ask if we’ve seen anyone,
anyone at all, in connection to the incident

that none of them will confirm or deny has happened
no matter how often we ask them to tell us
what happened.  What happened?  On the Web they say
a woman was shot, police are seeking the assailant,

her identity is not being released,
she’s in critical condition, the suspect’s description
just says he’s a black male of unknown age
with a gun in his waistband,

but no one in our backyards
will tell us that as they rush past us
talking only to themselves
with their shotguns and dogs and cameras and radios,

as I work on my car in the rain,
as if nothing that could possibly interest me
or anyone living here
has happened today.

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At The Bank

how guilty do I seem —

limping in long jeans
and ratty sneakers
to the bank and the liquor store
to pay overdue bills

pants soaked halfway up my shins
in light rain with no umbrella
or hat or coat
or smile

the teller takes a long time
cashing the check — she seems suspicious

“don’t you have a bank account
like everyone else?”

oh
my dear lady

let me wipe my glasses free of rain
let me stop panting
let me shake the cramp out of my foot
before I answer
that
though I am now
complexly broke and broken
I am innocent of the dumb you think you see on me
and whatever I may be guilty of
it is not what you think:

I belong here
am rooted here
no matter how rootless my finances
make me look to you
and while I have a bank account
I’m not explaining this to you
out of sheer pain
at your assumption

poverty I think should be no hyphen
in this town

just gimme my due
and you can click your tongue
in your own car
on your way home
through this delicious rain
you will not feel

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