Daily Archives: August 13, 2010

The Cleansing

Let there be no electricity.
Let there be no oil.
Let there be no dammed river,
let there be no steel.

Let there be berries,
no candies.
Let there be no light beer,
only mead and wine.

Let horses course the streets,
and dogs free to chase along.
Candles in every window,
no glass in any window.

May the houses themselves fall, the walls tumble,
may our crops suddenly spring from their rows
and run wild among our swift sprouting lawns,
tractors fall suddenly into rust,
cars flatten into heaps of ore and the insulation
on their wires flow liquid and nontoxic
back into the soil.

May every brand and sign vanish now —
no Nike except as victory winged over
the crumbling tar, no Arby’s, no Wendy’s,
may McDonald only be he who ran
the mythical farm, may everything we know
and televise be purified,
may we gang together and burn
all we have ever desired.

And then, what of ourselves
who know nothing of this new world?
What of the gods we discarded,
the teachings, the living script
of oracle and fable?

May they fail us as we failed them,
long ago. May we be unmothered
in this land we ruined as it is reborn,
and may we dance in fear as we learn
how much we were
what we once made and held dear.
It is foolish to think we could survive
without our artifice. May we shatter,
may we only be memorialized
as the Foolish Age that has passed
by the ones who figure out
that we had to perish,
if they were to survive,
that we had to perish
if anything
was to survive.

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Proprietor’s Tongue

I am gonna call you
what I wanna call you
no matter what you wanna
call yourself

names are mine to choose
and you can’t take them back
or coin your own

so
my blacksnake
snickerdoodle
little cabbage
friend

simmer down
and feel what
a proprietor’s tongue
can do

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Tour Diary

doubt
remarks upon itself
endlessly
repeating

increasing the volume
four decibels at a time
at a pace of once per day
until it is not a sound
but a body within
pushing on lungs
from a foothold on your kidneys
voting against
your drumkit and banshee business
of getting by

how will I get by

your monster noise
spurns that worry
even as fear
paralyzes your jaws
as if there were
bitewings in there
that now hold an image
of your cavity

how am I going to eat

there were those
who warned you it would be like this

rock and roll leftover
spitter of your own meat
a bit of tacky danger
a lie

how will I live

a distortion pedal
makes a lovely church
out of your empty bones
chorus is for those
who cannot bear to be alone
and it’s the crush of the sticks
and the dog yelp of the drums
that carry the loneliness off

how can I not be anywhere at all except when I’m on stage

not telling

but
there’s honor in the bigness of your attempt

o huge rejection rejected
o mastery of the returned stone

in the rat’s nest of the van
after the one night stand

rest assured
no matter what fails
the last voice you hear
will still be the one you own

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How I Write A Poem

I begin with finding something so attractive

(not by definition beautiful or lovely
but something that compels me to look
without filter or judgment)

I at once believe I am in the presence
of a being or visitation or revelation
from a dimension
we all think exists but until now
have been unable to verify,
and here before me is the proof.

I study it, fall before it,
reach out in vain to touch it
before light or wind or time change it
(or my view of it more likely,
as something this potent
must be infinite, immortal,
immutable) and I am unable
to spend any more of myself
upon it.

I carry it in my head
and rush to find
some place to write,
then damage it
beyond repair while telling
of its perfection.

I try to rebuild it.
I slap words around, cut myself
to improve my ink, lose sleep
over paste and staples and stitches,
and generally make a huge mess
of the story of how
all my time
made sense at last
in the viewing of this
that suspended my cynical breath
and stopped my constant flight away
from hope,

then eventually abandon it to the eyes
and ears of others, hoping
that some day some stranger
may approach me and say,
“Yes!” and that the pulp of time
will stop pulsing again, and that
I may know again
that what I said I saw that day
was indeed what was there.

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