Daily Archives: July 1, 2010

In A City Where The Night Can Only Do What Must Be Done

this mad jerking
of my lip
is the projection
of my anxious mind
just before the just-past-prompt arrival
of expected guests

it reflects the white dirt flavor
that is coating my tongue
the chest pains I feel daily
and my forever aching knees

which I am certain
all presage something final
or at the least devastating
that is coming soon

when the friends were late
I was sure something wicked had happened

when they arrived it was as if
a bullet had whizzed by my ear
meant for them
and for me

it took a long time
to relax
and enjoy their visit

and I worried about them
when they left
could not sleep
or even lie still

then a gun or firecracker
went off somewhere
in the yards down the hill
suddenly
at the height of my panic
and I knew
however much I fretted
I would not know the moment
when it came
and I did stop worrying
and settled in to wait
calmly for any of whatever
was destined to happen

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Funeral Rites

Escort the dead
past their former homes,
stall the weeping
from inside those walls,
set the fallen at peace
with their new plane,
lay them into their holes
and then release all the pain
that has been pent up
to fly and cling to the stones
you set above the dead.

A monument needs those traces
to wrap it
for a monument stripped of memory
is nothing, just another rock
on a pool of earth
that holds something
now quite different from before
and not to be cherished
as anything worth consideration;

the stone and the memory
are where they have left themselves
for you.  What lies below
is returning to the greater whole,
is of no consequence, and in fact

what clings to the stone
will fly off eventually too,
to drift on wind and seep into streams
where it will be taken in by breath and sip
and so infiltrate
the living that still weep
now and then, a little less
now than before, until
what remains in the living

is less than a memory, more a belief
in the past as prelude
to the present, a small token
of the control and presence
that once walked and now flies
away from the pitiful leavings
we will revere for such a thankfully short time:

corpses
that will not hold us for long
as they are.

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Rock Festival

you are this
note in a crowd
of one hundred thousand notes
roared in connection
with the roar on stage
and hoping that your voice stands out
with every ripped bag in your lungs
and torn vocal cord
you roar as loud as you can
never to completely drown the amplifiers
the boulder tumble of drums
or stomach shaking bass
but what is in your chest now
comes out to join with those
for this is the animal of Mob
jousting and feinting at gallop
with what lends itself to your urge
to be a part of the struggle
that spends itself into a wave
rolling out from stage to you
and the cells that form the Beast
all around you
the blood and liver and skeleton
of the music
not truly real until it is played
live before its potential
gathered sweaty and prepared to lose itself
in the totality of
the Show

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Remember Me?

What does it say about me
that I’m still happy under your bed?

What does it say about you
that you know I’m still here
but won’t even look?

I am still your imaginary friend.
Do you remember my name?
Why are you are not thinking of me?
There have been whole years
where I mostly
can’t stop thinking about you
and the times when I can are not
predictable.  So why
am I so easy to forget?

I never told you this, but
thank you for your skin.
I liked your skin a lot
and when late hours blind my hands,

your skin still lights up
the ceiling and the walls.
I need that. Thank you.
You still give and give
even if you don’t want
to know me.

Oooh, so
creepy you have just become
with all that shield around you.
Did I touch you?  I did. Then,
and just now.

I can’t make you remember my name
but at least you know I’m here.

Once in a while
you really should peek at me
down here.
I’m just a little shiver now,
no flinty danger.

I’ll take a short time slot.

Please?

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