Daily Archives: December 17, 2009

UNTITLED!

nothing shall be untitled!

do not refuse to name it!
it will be cagey and take a name
you don’t like
if you’re not quick!

eat it before it grows
self-aware
and does the job without you!

ABSORB it into yourself
then squeeze it out and admire it!
It’s you, leftover!

let it take your own
goddamned name
if that’s all you can think of!

make part of it into your elbow knob
or perhaps a bladder cell!

you’re a discarded stick in the mud
waiting to take root
and drop fruit all around you!
here’s the chance
you’ve been waiting for!

put a name on it!
it’s not roadkill!
it’s a kid! a pet!
an ancestor! a tractor
for your field work!
dig a trench of letters!
raise up a voice to the sky
and call it something!
anything!  call it!
you’ll never get it to stay with you
otherwise!

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Grenade’s Night Out

Before last call
you convince yourself
that they are paying attention to you
by telling yourself
they could tell with one glance
that you are a live grenade.
This must be a heroic act. 
They must sense how dangerous
you are to yourself and others,
can see your obvious potential
for causing widespread distress
so they’re all over you.

If this is happening,
that is.  It may not be.
And soon you admit that It isn’t. 
So you go home alone
because it’s getting brighter outside.

Ho hum, nothing new,
you awaken still a little drunk
after only two hours of sleep. 

On the couch again
with the laptop
and another final poem you can’t get right,
flying by the seat of your briefs,
no coffee in you yet.
You haven’t raised the shades in weeks.
It tells the world no one’s here.

So what?
You’re sprung,
been flung,
the pin’s already been pulled. 
When you eventually explode in a forest,
a bar or an apartment,
if no one’s there to hear it,
it won’t make a sound.  So
why not have a little fun
before that happens and convince yourself
there’s a chance
you’ll be regretted?

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The Question

What if
you allowed yourself
to be a fist
in the presence of
your enemies?  Not to
raise a fist, but to be one:

carry your whole being
in a ball and
resist the blows while you hold tight
to yourself?  And when
the conflict is over,
with no memory of violence
against another:  the fist
you were is gone,

you’re an open hand again.

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