Daily Archives: November 22, 2009

Truth Beauty

Beauty is Truth, truth beauty, — that is all
Ye know on earth, and all ye need to know.  — Keats

They’ve long since repaired the hole
in the storm door across the street
that was left when the big man
tossed the stone at his screaming wife standing on the porch.

It left a star shaped hole
that reminded me of the holes
we used to stomp into iced over puddles
in the parking lot of the neighborhood market.

Once, I saw Eddie Hope try to skate on one of the big ones
and his skate caught on one of those holes.
He bled all over the ice
and we laughed and laughed while he cussed us out

in eight year old terms with a handful of words he’d learned
from his big brother.  Both Eddie and his brother were dead
within years of that — Tommy from heroin,
Eddie from being dragged down the street

by a car that never stopped.  I think about them both a lot
even now as I see the house across the street,
the white fragile ice on the street,
hear the sound of brakes on the street —

the street that goes both ways.

Here’s what I know on this earth:  I love me some stars, love me
the sound of ice breaking,
see a little truth in the way things break.
Any stain is beautiful and honest

both at once.  A kid dies and an old man somewhere can’t forget
how he kept driving one night a long ago, following his usual path home
to his own kids and how he hugged them hard that night.
They still recall the hug.

Over at the house across the street
the couple who tried to kill each other
in June are apparently happy for now.
It’s getting cold as we get deep into November.

They paved our street this summer
and it’s clean as a slate, all downhill, no place
for a puddle to form,
but I’ll lay odds we’ll be prone to black ice.

Beauty is truth, truth beauty.
Someone’s gonna crash,
something’s gonna break,
someone’s gonna rise up.

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In Defense Of Pills

Pill head this morning;
I’m going to let it wriggle
on my shoulders.  Let the scalp
seethe.

Don’t know what to call
the beings inside, but they’re not shy
about making themselves known.
They’re happy today.  They telegraph

their desire for release.  I arch my back
and close my eyes while they’re looking
for a door they never find, running
between my hair and skull.

Living is a problem
that demands a chalkboard.
Think of the angels of the pills
as the sound of the chalk.

Their equations tell me
how to adjust, recalculate,
cipher through the fog.  And
all that tiny, terrible screeching

is just the small, miraculous annoyance
I’ll suffer, not gladly but willingly,
on the way to solving for
a theory of how I can

just get up
and get out the door
every morning, come home,
create, and then sleep through the night.

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Monkeys And Apes

1.
Apes are notorious gossips.  Monkeys, at least, will tell you off to your face.

2.
Many years ago, the apes of the East talked badly of the apes of the West, and vice versa.  Any time the subject of the other apes came up in either region, it was filled with suspicion and mythology, but in the vast middle of the continents, between the dissenting camps, the native apes who warred with them both just said, we don’t like any of you.  The monkeys thought this was hysterical.

3.
Monkeys and apes don’t get along.  Something about tails, the story goes…Gibbons sidestep the issue by having long arms.  They wave them like tails.  Some of the apes refuse to believe the gibbons are apes as a result.  So what, say the gibbons.  At least we aren’t baboons.

4.
It’s simple biology, say the apes.  Put a monkey in a room, the monkey will climb the walls, peel the paper off the walls.  That’s the beginning of literature, though, say the monkeys.  The apes sneer.  It’s just a mess, they say.

5.
Monkeys are cultured, dig boobies, drink milk by the gallon, watch Mel Gibson movies for tips on survival.  Apes prefer motorsports and bourbon, and the films of Ingmar Bergman, but only if they’re dubbed and not subtitled.

6.
A monkey sat on a couch and dreamed of airplane food.  An ape woke him up. I’m hungry, he said.  Cook me something.  Fuck you, said the monkey, piss off.  Do I look like a flight attendant?  I’m just a damn monkey, and I’m hungry myself.  But you don’t hear me asking you to cook for me.

7.
Apes and monkeys alike think humans ought to give up the evolution thing and get over it.  We’re insulted at the insinuation that we’re cousins, they say.  There’s no way we could be all related.  Except for the damn gibbons, maybe.

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